Beshara Magazine

This poem is dedicated to Rotem Moria, a young Israeli killed on the 7th of October, 2004, when a massive terrorist bomb attack devastated the Hilton Taba Hotel in Sinai.

His mother, Narda Dalgleish, had started the poem some months earlier, as a response to 9/11. She finished it after her son’s death.

 

Oh Ahmad

There is nothing I can do or say
 to prevent your intention
 to blow yourself up
 with those you hate.
 But I would like you to know anyway
 that at the end of your last prayer
 when you turn your head to the
 right
 and say
asalâmu 'alâykum wa râhmat u-llah wa-barakâtuhu
 you have greeted me too
 as I am there, right beside you
 with the whole of Mankind
 because your Lord is my breath

 Then, when you turn
 your head to the
 left
 and repeat for the last time
asalâmu 'alâykum wa râhmat u-llah wa-barakâtuhu
 I am there too, with the whole universe
 because everywhere you turn
 there is His face
 and your Lord is my breath

 Even when
 your hands and forehead touch the ground
 and you say to your Lord with a deep sense of fulfilment
 Hu
 we are all there
 right beneath you
 with our foreheads and hands and knees and toes
 touching yours from the ground.
 So, just before you press the button
 with your call Akbar
 know that we are always between you and your Lord
 because
 He is our breath



asalâmu...Peace be upon you (plural) and God's Mercy and Blessings.
 Hu – He, the Absolute Ipseity, in Arabic, Hebrew and Aramaic.
Akbar – A Divine Name, the superlatively Greater.

For more poems by Narda Dalgleish and information regarding her book, which can be bought online, see: www.orazpublication.com